Here's a story of a boy,
 Living in the emo world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little girl who will never talk to him again for forever.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know im still waiting for you,
 You've too many suitor,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

An introduction about yourself (:
kevin
bitter 20 Single/ Attached

DESIRESY
Your desires! no more love/Girlfriend -- her.
Happiness
live alone/Tiongxim to her 1year 6months
Back to singapore
earn my own BMW

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EXITSY

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Monday, March 31, 2008
1:52 PM

1st april...
after reading dy and her ex's blog..
im damn emo,
and now..
haiss...
i really dunno where is the direction of my way...
where should i heading forward??
emo...
alot and alot...
smoke

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, March 30, 2008
1:33 PM

31st march..
well...
there's ntg much to blog..
but recently jux find that im getting more n more glutton..
then somemore lazy..
haha..
so,
i bcome fatter... lol..
i wonder last time how am i will having such determination
to go gym everyday..
but now..
haiss..
spare tyre alrdy come out lo..
phew..
something disappointed too..
failed to quit smoke..
sry pa,ma...
haiss..
wendy..
i dunno how many times must i say..
but i will really be there 4 u as if u feel like have some1
to talk wid...
and i dunnno when will u read my blog..
something..
hais..
nvm...
ily,wendy..
goodnight..

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, March 29, 2008
1:43 PM

30th march...
today si buay tired..
stupid mfy make me bcome stupid runner 4 2 days...
better let me do kitchen...
hais...on fon wid wendy nw...
erm..
from malay lesson to spanish to french..
den she now very quiet...
omg...
suddenly..
and den,
she slept alrdy...
=.=
nvm...
poor her,
nt enough sleep..
was shock and awake by my sms ba...
like very guilty to it but ...
haiss...
god ,
pls help me control a bit 4 nt always like this,
coz i feel that im like very pain to her like that..
even tou she din say or feel so...
aiyo..
had talked to boss..
asked 4 change my shift to afternoon..
so i can lead a normal life..
maybe in 1 more week's time ba..
erm..
something..
something i dunno how to start wif,
but,
dy...
u still waiting 4 him juz like how im still waiting 4 u too..
ur heart can 4get abt him,
juz like how my heart cant 4get abt u too..
maybe..
maybe...
this is a little test to me ..
but i will bear wid it..
till the day u accept my propose..
i love u..
nite..

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, March 28, 2008
1:37 PM

29th march...
today..
same as ytd,
but better than it a bit only...
closing still bit confuse..
coz new things new ways to do...
some more...
i now started smoke heavily back...
damn it...
i dun wish too..
but too bad..
jux out of my control..
i keep try other way to release my so call "geram"...
haiss..
but i failed...
so i continued smoke and smoke...
and in just a while,
1 box finished juz like that..
=.='
how am i gonna quit it??
lol...
dunno why ...
feel weird w/o msg wif dy,
so did msg her too..
and also called her..
she keep say "apa"...
haha..
den the next,
"aku tak tau malayu"
lol...
nvm...
as u have the will...
u will get it...
i can teach u too...
as if u dun mind a...
lalala...
erm..
dy..
dun feel sad,
i noe sometimes maybe u will still feel that ...
something not convenient to talk wif me..
haiss..
i..
i....
nvm...
wad i wan is only u happy...
i noe wad im aftering..
but it takes time..
dy..
tou waiting aint feeling good,
but to love,
i think its worth it...
虽然痛苦,但是我却依然选择了等待.
如果这样的等待才能够证明我对你的真爱,
我觉得,
我会一直坚持到底...

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, March 27, 2008
1:01 PM

28th march,
1st day of 'mfy' system at tpm!!!
it sucks coz super slow when ctm in....
some more got some ppl keep ignore my and my brother's advise...
and even stare at us...
hey...!
SEE WHO'S SENIOR HOR...
if not bcoz u are gal...
and now im trying to cool down my temper ..
somemore wanna be a good cl,
sure i scold u "xxx"
haiss...
erm...
read dy's blog...
quite happy...
coz like finally got my name.
ytd ard 3plus...
its my happiest time...
and its unexpected that wendy will call me ...
and wad important thing is...
wahahahaha...
like finally we outing...
to wendy:
tou ytd is nt long..
but its alrdy enuff 4 me..
i shouldn ask 4 more,
can face to face chat,
and some more something v share the same brand...
(its secrets)
erm...
u still so thin and slim,
yet,
u still said that u are fat and wanna slim down..-.-
lol...
the most important thing is...
这样简简单单的,就已经足够了....
lastly...
我还在等待,
只是我不会强求..
希望那一天你会回心转意,
再次回到我的身边...
只要你有困难,
只要你有烦恼,
随时打电话给我...
我会随时在你左右陪着你走过...
aku cinta mu..
ku akan tunggu mu sehingga nafasan terakhirku...
good nite dy...

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, March 25, 2008
11:21 AM

26th march....
wow...
today finish work at only 11 pm!!!!
so nice can...
and finally,
our store started covert to mfy system...
phew...
after high...
now i gonna emo below...
really shouldnt out of control to sms her...
coz the answer is a no,and ya its nt a rite time "again"
lol...
whr should i go?
and...
WAD SHOULD I DO??
i really dunno...
stupid line keep dc...
haiss....
nvm...
should think good 4 her too...
good luck to u 4 the exam...
wendy...
and...
4 get it...
ntg...even said le ,
i think also useless ba...

lastly...
HERE I COME MY PILLOW!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Will you ever notice me...

Monday, March 24, 2008
12:57 PM

25th march,
did msg wid her after work for a while...
today lesser than ytd,
10 msges lesser...
nvm,
still happy den...
but maybe should start control too..
coz must think 4 her side too...
her msg gonna burst...
lol...
hais...
something juz couldnt bring it out when we chat juz now..
maybe i scared of being reject ba...
everytime ask her out will always like nt in rite time...
so,
i decided better nt lo...
i dunno whether u read imy blog not....
but if do,
pls gif me an answer that will u out wid me on wednesday(26th march)
haiss....
lack of confident...
but ppl said that my new hair style make me look better...
dunno izzit really nt...
still...
thx la...
coz even if lie also white lie...
haha....
wendy...
hope u will give me an answer ok?
if nt also nvm den...
i understand ...
nite all....

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, March 23, 2008
1:17 PM

三月二十四,
那一天,
我听了一个故事...
从前有一对情侣,
他们很恩爱..
直到有一天,
来了一个巫师...
巫师爱上了女孩,便对他们俩下了一个咒语...
他把女孩变成了老鹰,
把男孩变成了狼...
老鹰每天都在空中盘旋寻找男孩,
而狼也在每个夜晚嚎叫希望能找到女孩...
就这样,
他们一直都无法再见面...
直到有一天,
巫师被他们的爱感动了..
决定悄然的离开...
并解除了那个咒语...
但,巫师对女孩的爱并没有改变...
他只希望女孩能够活得开心就好...
而我...
就是那个巫师吧...
对了,那一天去圣淘沙玩...
拍了很多自恋照...哈哈...
唉...
也许这个拜三会再一次自己去吧..

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, March 19, 2008
6:32 PM

唉...
今天已经是第449天了!!!!
她应该不会了解吧...
因为她的心里面也只有"WS"吧...
那一天,
唉....

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, March 16, 2008
1:11 PM

17th march,
haiss...
dunno why,
my atm card could nt draw money since 2 days ago...
scared kena hack...
fucking man...
my hard earn money...
scared all gone...
shit...
erm...
later gonna go and check..
eh..
read 'her' blog le...
haisss...
sometime really feel that better dun read her blog coz....
really will get hurt...
but...
its all useless now..
u wun know it...
u still the 1 who own my heart..
but im just trying to give u freedom..
"on the day,jesus saw him/her and like him/her on the time"
and i say,
when the 1st day( i saw u at the counter),and i alrdy fallen 4 u..
haiss..
till now..
i still cheat myself that i could let u go and 4get abt u..
but too bad that..
i couldnt...
wendy...ily so deeply...
would u marry me?
haiss..
guess u wun ba..
coz the 1 u love most is ws..
my love wun be appreciate too..
im juz a pai kia...
flirt..
irritating guy to u...
emo...............
oh ya...
patch back wif a fren...
mavis..
read her blog too...
but dunno wad the meaning is...
lol...
4get it....

To:'w'
"from the day we break..
my feeling towards u nvr change.
even though u change alrdy,
so many times alrdy...
and i still waiting 4 your return at the same place"

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, March 13, 2008
12:56 PM

14th mar,

hais..

its been so long that i nvr blog le..

many things it seems like hard to bring it out..

been fren back wif mavis,

been ton wif her ,angel and caspar...

something...

something that make me disappointed..

jie u are gonna transfer..

so soon..

at 25th of this mth...

haiss...

gonna miss u so much..

btw..

my hair's nt rock lo..

wanna act wu zhun only...

think im not actually ba..

haha...

erm...

something more..

'she' and i start communicate back..

ya..

i take initiative 1...

but...

seems like everything juz very cold...

its nt going well...

many thing inside my heart juz cant bring myself to tell her..

haiss...

headache...

i wanna ...

haiss...

she did msg me that 1 and only nite....

i dunno...

i was happy at time..

but too bad..

her msg burst..

cant msg much..

many thing's bothering her...

im nt going to say wad pb is it..

coz i respect her...

but i even give her opinion to solve it...

haiss...

its so...inside my heart...

think she wun understand it....

i...

i am still waiting..

i noe..

im juz nt good 4 u..

no patient,

not gentleman enuff..

nt understanding..

and....

haiss...

i have to let u choose...

wad i can do now?

seriously..

i really dunno...

u always think that im flirt,

but im not ...

if my love wasnt 4 u..

i wun wait till now..

even i noe u are seeing other guys...

its a great blessing to be able to noe and love u...

(many things started to change,but nt my love)

im lost, totally lost...

think u wun read my blog too ba..

4get it...

emo........

Will you ever notice me...