> leaving without a word.

~~Sunday, June 29, 2008~~

12:45 PM

30th june...
well..
later i have to back hometown le...
time flies...
somemore pa,ma,sis keep nag me and asked me to go bk..
fed up..
really wanna run away from hm..
well...
last post gt many word type wrg..
sry to the readers..
haiss..
i hate it coz have to leave..
seriously..
i dunno when can i bk here again..
maybe nt anymore??
well..
just now tot of going tamp and find sharon them de..
but ..
too bad..
they all today finish work early..
so cant give them a surprise...
im so sad to leave here..
especially u..
oh ya..
2days ago..
which is sat,
as i said,
went clubbin wid sharon and the gang..
well..
nt really enjoy it coz hungry then cant dance more..
somemore my last day..
but when finish clubbin..
william drunk then keep like stupid like that..
keep act blur say that very romantic den anyhow xxxxsabel..
then sharon suddenly xxxxme too..
i was shocked..
haiss..
gonna miss them all...
well...
i love and miss u lots sharon..
u are the best...
hope u will read this..
i promise i will be back asap...
nite all...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, June 28, 2008~~

12:34 AM

28th june..
well..
its damn boring lo...
like gt nth to do...
wth...
so..
come ang blogging lo...
later think going st james as usual ba..
have fun then sure time flies..
there is someone seems like totally disappear from my mine...
but ytd suddenly lay kiang mention abt her name..
den...
wth...
nvm..
forget it..
erm...
dunno lo...
im damn hungry now but lazy to go and buy thing eat..
somemore outside so hot..
eeeeww...
better slack at home...
see ya later

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, June 27, 2008~~

9:43 AM

28th june
well...
these two days din goin many place coz of...
my budget budget and..budget...
shit lo..
my family like prison officer like that..
keep call me ..
say dun anyhow spend $$!!!!
i noe lo..
i did ...
haiss...
went raffles place met lay kiang..
den met sharon,jolyn,and chris..
take 291 to there then suddenly say wan go back tm and eat..
=.='
in the end..
eat at kfc..
jolyn very funny,
she said she dun wanna eat the drumstick bcox of..
the drumstick got chicken smell=.='
wth...
haha...
went bk after that...
kinda disappointed..
coz nvr stay longer...
haiss...
nite all..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, June 26, 2008~~

11:57 AM

27th june..
well..
so so boring lo
coz budget this time..
gonna save $$
so cant anyhow spent $$
somemore my acc is like keep drop than rise..
fuck lo..
wake up 3 plus ytd..
den feel dam hungry..
lazy go eat..
end up slp bk..
till 7 den call sharon whether wan eat tgt nt..
suppose to meet at her working place..
but end up meet at tm..
coz she wanna eat ramen..
well..
we both v hungry..
so b4 she came..
i bought a mc chkn..
sharon came right after i bought it nt long..
sat at mac den eat wid bro,harith...
lol..
den smoke tgt at b1..
after that went eat ajisen ramen lo..
i order an ajisen ramen and sister order an crayfish ramen..
quite nice..
den went open plaza for smoking after dinner..
(supose to be my bf)
den...
went for movie..
saw jia wei...
bought 2 tix for ''wanted''
sharon said she wan to buy a mentos coz of ...
scared later watch movie nose running..
the movie like very funny lo..
and nt bad..
went to mac again after that...
well...
lalala....
chit chat a while more den send sharon back..
anyway..
thx sharon..
u are so so sweet..
nite..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, June 25, 2008~~

7:24 AM

25th june..
well...
the time now is 22.24pm...
and yeah..
im back to singapore again!!!!
yeahoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so fun can..
well..
any1 noe well me sure noe where am i going later...
coz today is wednesday!!
wow...
gonna change now..
b4 offline..
to mavis,
im nt angry but dun understand ...
his offday nt only that day..
im goin back maybe wun even back here..
but u still choose to acc him..
well..
since u 2 are stead,
wad can i do??
still rmb when b4 u two bcome stead..
who help u 2??
who acc u when u said that its so weird to be wid him>>??
u forget it..
den now...
haiss..
nvm..
let it be..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, June 23, 2008~~

1:46 AM

23rd june..
well..
just finish dye my hair...
omg..
i did twice coz of the colour nt bright enought..
den wash hair like dunno how many times lor..
phew...
am i really that good??
only realize that many ppl told me they miss me after i leave..
i only noe that i scold ppl when im there..
im sux..
anyway..
i will miss them all...
jus back home for two days..
but feel miserable...
from worse to worst..
to hui ning,
ya..sure will miss u all...
to hong zhi,
omg..u did read my blog??
well..
did went clubbin when sat which is the day b4 i leave...
so so enjoy yet so so sad..
the time that day flies so fast...
went breakfast wif william..sharon,chris,bel..and vaness..
haiss..
gonna miss them badly too...
nvm..
wait 4 me..
when im in charge le,
sure i will be back!!!
i swear and i promise..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, June 20, 2008~~

3:59 PM

21june..
yeehah!!!
well...
im so boring just now..
i hate zouk..
so went phuture...
wif meldon,jy,martin,and sl...
well...
sharon they all did join us...
but went st james in the end..
haiss...
just feel that love will nt last long now...
and even just now when dance at phuture,
so many gals try and wanted to dance wid me..
i just ignore...
somemore nt really gt mood to dance alrdy...
oh yea...
last two days,
which is thursday,
sharon,vaness,chris,jolyn,issabel,meldon,jie ying,me and another guy ..
i forgot his name alrdy..
so sry...
we all went bbq at sengkang..
its a last min bbq ok..
so mainly is meldon and i organize it...
we bought marinate thing till like2 hrs like that...
wow...
did have fun..
somemore 'zi high'...
haha..
phew....
love the gang so so so much.....
den...
eveything should be ending tmr..
well...
oh yea..
had deleted some 'stranger's ' msg...
well...
i dun mind and dun care...
its my way...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, June 17, 2008~~

11:06 AM

6月18日,
well.
2days ago..
which is monday..
went tanjong pagar and cancel my permit..
after that meet dearest 2nd sis and bro-in-law at bugis..
buy thing eat..
then walk to orchard..
see gucci thingy at paragon..
then go taka see gucci again..
after that see lv ..
then bro in law wan buy a wallet like 300bucks!!
just a normal small wallet..
after that meldon sms jio go johor chiong..
went malaysia and play..
disco,karaoke..etc...
well..
with sharon ..meldon and the gang..
seriously..
i really dun like ''william''
is like he think he gt money..
hen he can do anything he wan..
he wun think 4 others...
wad the fuck..
4get it..
ya...
must thx kang hong for the help...
u are my best brother ever...
i noe u are most loyal to me..

其实什么叫做爱情?
人类不一定要有它不是吗?
为什么我身旁的每一个人都没有一个是有美满的爱情?
难道这就是死神的命运的注定??
唉!!~~
妈,
你真伟大..
长得这么大..
这是我第一次发觉原来我的性格跟你最像...

真爱,
早在很久以前就被封印..
没人能打开..
因为它早已不存在..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, June 14, 2008~~

3:20 PM

15 th june...

well...

quite long time nvr blog alrdy...

just random and blog out wad i did these few days..

11th of june,
went crew outing...
omg...
even the ppl like sam also can be promoted...
is like wth!!!
nvm...
well...
theres a new crew name j...
she's so so cute can??
walaoa...
haha...
just now work did at kitchen wif her...
its so...
nvm...
but the time like flies very fast...
got her number at nite..
thx to hui ning...
went st james power hs again just now with sharon,jolyn..
and the gang....
wow...
help joslyn buy dunno how many shot...
today quite boring abit...
later is my last day le...
haiss...
just mis them but...
something just beyond my control..
i wanted to stay..
but my pa..
he's so weak..
hais..
im really worry abt him..

well...
tag reply...
to coolman...
who u?? ur name like so familiar le..
to sister...
well...
as i said..
i wanted to stay too..
but...
haiss...
think no1 will miss miss miss me....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, June 9, 2008~~

1:42 PM

10th june...
well..
dam boring can??
been went clubbing with sharon and the gang...
wow..
is like so so fun...
1st time so many ppl accompany me clubbing..
well...
to sister,
u really noe me well...
noe wads happened when i mc..
hehe..
shhh.....

secret...
erm...
going clubbing again this coming wednesday...
hopefully la...
hehe..
well..
today got 2 gals coming..
chit chat abt blah blah blah~~~
den accidently saw them kept looking at me..
den later come 1 more gal..
look at me again...
den said very loud..
nt bad la...
is like...so syok!!
haha..
well..no mood alrdy..
gonna go and rest..
bubbye

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, June 6, 2008~~

11:26 AM

6月7日,
死亡的第66章...
今天,死神用心灵感应和死神之母联络..

死神:母亲,好久没见你和父亲了..你们还好吗?
死神之母:我儿..我们还好,你何时才要回返死神的国度?
死神:母亲,就快了..父亲还好吗?
死神之母:还在等死医的报告...
死神:唉...

就这样断去了联络...
死神茫然着...
一整天没心情..
就在这时候,
他看见了一个女生..
熟悉的面孔..
唉...
为什么??
不要紧..死神已经不再为女人伤心...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, June 5, 2008~~

1:35 PM

6月6日,
死亡的第65章:
这一天,
死神的笔记本中又多了一个新的名单.
此人真该死..
原因:懒得说...
结论:此人不得好死..
唉!..
原本我也不想这样,
是你逼我的..
我对你的语气那么好,
好得就连我自己也不敢相信.
结果你还得寸进尺,
越来越销帐..
你要投诉,
我没阻止你,
我还支持你!!!
去啊!!
我不怕...是你自己发神经!!

有时候别人讨厌你,
并不代表你不好.
而是因为他们不如你,
又或者是你踩到他们的尾巴..
我相信,
我就是因此而被世人讨厌...
哈哈哈!!
要我认错??
除非是我真的做错,
不然你休想!!!!!
顾客永远是对的?
(狗屁)
每个人的忍耐都有限,
不要越过就好..
否则就会死得很难堪...
不要以为你有几个臭钱就很大,
钱?老子有的是...
我也是个顾客,
但我并不会因为这样而像你一样嚣张!!!!
只可惜..
我不能控制这死亡笔记本里名单的死亡时间...
不然,
你将会是第一个..
而且是现在,马上,立刻..

对了,
最近死神又开始喜欢上clubbing...
认识了些许''朋友''
我说过,
我喜欢黑暗的角落...
这正是个好去处...
前两天还和大龙一起去dbl o...
不错啦!!..
这是死神第一次跳这么多舞...
还有女生想搭讪勒~~
哇哈哈哈!!
女人,
想接近我??
随便你,
我奉陪....

希望能在这剩下的短短几天内尽量去clubbing...
好了..
死亡之门快关了!!

我得快点赶进去....

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, June 3, 2008~~

12:46 PM

6月11日,
死神的第64篇日记..
今天尤如往常,
死神没有心情工作..
已经厌倦了这重复了好几千遍的动作...
有时连脾气都懒得发..
唉...
真的累了..
真的看透了..
真的不想再逗留...
不要紧,
再忍吧..
多11天就好...

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
(的确,最好不要再爱)
也许命运的签只让我们遇见
(只是遇见,不是相恋)
只让我们相恋
(狗屁)
这一季的秋天,
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
(根本不会幸福)
要我怎么捡?
(没兴趣捡)...

唉...
搞不懂啊..
人类啊人类,
为什么要恋爱勒?
像死神一样不是很好吗??
想别人死就让他死..(整死)
想去哪里就去哪里...
脑筋虽然奸诈,
但何乐而不为呢??
反正别人也会和我这黑暗的使者一样..(xxx)
好累啊..
不写噜...

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, June 2, 2008~~

3:55 AM

well..
time flies very fast ,
especially when u feel happy..
but..
for G.O.D..
its the same..
tou he din feel happy so much..
sometimes..
happy this word can consider as a stranger to him..

有些事情不用言语来表达就能够明白,
有些感觉不用说出来就已经能够被看出来..
明明是知道的,
却因为害怕所以没说出口,
也因为没说出口而不去面对.
当勇气已经足够时,
缘分却又已经离开了.
也许是自己想得太多,
又或许是时间不对....

haiss...
13days more..

Will you ever notice me...

3:46 AM

2ND MAY,
我喜欢坐在黑暗的角落,
看着别人的一举一动.
在黑暗中的我,行动总是比较自由自在.
因为我不喜欢别人注意我,
问一些关于我的事.
反之,
当我在黑暗中,
我能更加清楚地观察别人.
能知道谁在撒谎,
谁最真诚.我,
黑暗中的使者,
对于很多事物都很看透.
但,
我不一定会说出来.
也许有时候真的应该隐藏我这黑暗的一面..

Will you ever notice me...