29th march...
today..
same as ytd,
but better than it a bit only...
closing still bit confuse..
coz new things new ways to do...
some more...
i now started smoke heavily back...
damn it...
i dun wish too..
but too bad..
jux out of my control..
i keep try other way to release my so call "geram"...
haiss..
but i failed...
so i continued smoke and smoke...
and in just a while,
1 box finished juz like that..
=.='
how am i gonna quit it??
lol...
dunno why ...
feel weird w/o msg wif dy,
so did msg her too..
and also called her..
she keep say "apa"...
haha..
den the next,
"aku tak tau malayu"
lol...
nvm...
as u have the will...
u will get it...
i can teach u too...
as if u dun mind a...
lalala...
erm..
dy..
dun feel sad,
i noe sometimes maybe u will still feel that ...
something not convenient to talk wif me..
haiss..
i..
i....
nvm...
wad i wan is only u happy...
i noe wad im aftering..
but it takes time..
dy..
tou waiting aint feeling good,
but to love,
i think its worth it...
虽然痛苦,但是我却依然选择了等待.
如果这样的等待才能够证明我对你的真爱,
我觉得,
我会一直坚持到底...