14th mar,

hais..

its been so long that i nvr blog le..

many things it seems like hard to bring it out..

been fren back wif mavis,

been ton wif her ,angel and caspar...

something...

something that make me disappointed..

jie u are gonna transfer..

so soon..

at 25th of this mth...

haiss...

gonna miss u so much..

btw..

my hair's nt rock lo..

wanna act wu zhun only...

think im not actually ba..

haha...

erm...

something more..

'she' and i start communicate back..

ya..

i take initiative 1...

but...

seems like everything juz very cold...

its nt going well...

many thing inside my heart juz cant bring myself to tell her..

haiss...

headache...

i wanna ...

haiss...

she did msg me that 1 and only nite....

i dunno...

i was happy at time..

but too bad..

her msg burst..

cant msg much..

many thing's bothering her...

im nt going to say wad pb is it..

coz i respect her...

but i even give her opinion to solve it...

haiss...

its so...inside my heart...

think she wun understand it....

i...

i am still waiting..

i noe..

im juz nt good 4 u..

no patient,

not gentleman enuff..

nt understanding..

and....

haiss...

i have to let u choose...

wad i can do now?

seriously..

i really dunno...

u always think that im flirt,

but im not ...

if my love wasnt 4 u..

i wun wait till now..

even i noe u are seeing other guys...

its a great blessing to be able to noe and love u...

(many things started to change,but nt my love)

im lost, totally lost...

think u wun read my blog too ba..

4get it...

emo........